What if God Was One of Us? (Just a Gay Like Some of Us)

Welcome to she's not doing so well it's a podcast. I'm Bobby What is this? The tongue is my tongue is in my throat and I cannot I'm gonna try to limit the box to 10 love it. I'm just so awkward at this God. What if God was one of us? Just Just like one of us. Wow. Hello everybody welcome to another episode of she's not doing so well I'm Bobby I'm Jim. Wow, we're not doing well not doing well at all because literally you just screamed in my ear. Well I'm texting battleground state voters right now. Is that what you're doing over there? Yeah What is another hour. So we're trying to connect through texts with people. So whenever you get a text and you think like this is a robot, it's probably not. It's probably a person who's just struggling through life like me. And we're trying to like, reach out, make sure you have your ballot on the way or you're going to vote in person and how you can do that. Make sure you're registered. Are these people that you just like, yesterday, I messaged 900 people, and I got like 40 people who said they make calls for Joe Biden. So you're welcome. It's like a pyramid scheme. Kind of. Yeah, but for free. You just do it for free. You don't get paid, which is fine. If you're volunteering, but I'm not a volunteer. Honey. I haven't get paid. I know. Yeah. Especially with all these new toys you've bought. Yeah. I mean, what have you gotten for the podcast? recently? I got a computer. I noticed it's not an apple. It's not an apple. I went back to Window depressed. I know. And actually I wasn't really like to. I was like, oh god, I'm leaving because I finally got used to a Mac sort of but then also, I've never been comfortable. I never have you know what I mean? I'm like, oh, Do I drag this over? I'm like, you literally click it and drag it. Yeah, I mean Microsoft, I just fucking go. I mean, like, I can do windows all day long. I do it all day long. In schools like you go to school they're like, here's how I use a computer. It's a start button. You're like, okay, Ctrl delete. Yeah, okay, right. That's true. I got this huge big setup. Shout out to Michael. Thank you. Cute. He's letting me follow my dreams. You know what I mean? That's, that's amazing. Well, we're trying to do big things here. I don't at least we are. Oh, we are and we are doing big things. We're part of pride. 48 now that's crazy. We're in a you texted that? I was like, How did this happen? How much did you pay them? Actually, here? Let's play this. This show is part of the pride 48 network. Find more shows over at pride 40 eight.com so if you're not confused, totally go to pride. 40 eight.com It's basically a bunch of queer, queer bunch of queers. Bunch of queers hanging out. On a podcast network Okay, so you can find like safe haven shows they had a screen us we were screened Oh, I've been finding a lot of information through people I've been just chit chatting with so got involved and here we are pride 48 we're on it we're on it we're making moves but we're well I'm making money well negative Nate Yeah, I was like, you know if we've actually did the if we especially we had this new computer in the list we're definitely in the negative not just a computer either and the mics and the whole switchboard, a switchboard coming in, or an operator the mics are going from USB to XLR and then that flight simulator game you just bought that was for added to the list. That was my birthday joystick that was a birthday present to you while you are you're very generous, popular, very generous friends with all the gifts you're getting. Thank you. My best was glare ups but oh, oh my god. flare ups ting flare ups. We were at the lake last weekend. glaring at I have to like talk about that again. Well, we need to catch up. We need to talk about it with you. Yeah, because we I played our last episode was like our horrifying recording. Yeah, it sounds like we're in an echo chamber like in a cave. It was really funny if you could like keep up, but we were also in our own world, but I didn't care. We were in our Oh yeah, that was after a full day of sign on double pina coladas double pina coladas, which were very expensive, very expensive looking at a bunch of rich 20 each. Yeah, and then oh my god. Yeah, Honey, can we please like these rich yacht? Daddy's like, ah, when you're a yacht daddy like you are in a whole different yacht daddy. Yeah, Daddy shirt. It is a shirt. You're welcome. Oh, my God. I are fatter. drunker. Yeah, Daddy, you were just coming up with it. Fats are must firms or firms must fat surplus. Yep, you're welcome. I'm glad I'm bringing your merge. You really are. Your merchants are merged. You need to start getting on board the whole program instead of trying to make it online. You're also involved case you haven't noticed, I'm trying to be uninvolved. Well, that's why we're gonna have to hire on a new person because of the attachment theory. I'm emotionally unattached. Sorry. Wow, you are still hung up on this attachment theory episode, like, Good thing today, we're changing up by talking about God. Well, I did a poll, a couple different things. And I think we'll do we'll see if it keeps answering and then the next highlight and say, we might Yeah, we could do those other topics. So people want to hear us talk about God, which is fine. We're not like, Is it a theologist? theologian for what is it? Uh, what what studies God? Oh, yeah. theology is like, Yes, that's right. Yeah. Study of religion. So we've got theology, we're not theologists, of theologians. And now one for the Corinthian to the theologians. We're not the theologians. Yeah. We're just going to talk about what are what we believe in God like what we feel about God. So with that being said, let's get to the news. And now, the news The news is brought to you by Cracker Barrel. Go and get your crackers. Get your barrel cracked whichever news story to talk about, but we won't even do you want to go into that first the OSU thing with the cracker. Oh, so I feel like we just have to start Yeah, we got to start. So recently at our local college, The Ohio State University a local college there was apparently a quote hate crime and quotes where I apparently some white guys were called racial slurs, but they were laughing because we're like when we say did it report on what the racial slur used was, but I'm not sure why people have a slur. So I suggested cracker which I'm not sure if that's like, allowed to be said out loud. But like, is that really a racial slur? I don't know. But we don't know what the word was. So Bobby came up with it. I was like f5 Where are you at once you go back to the Mayflower you fucking pilgrim like, I mean, I don't know. I feel like what do you really call the cops? If someone called you a pilgrim? Like, I would just be like, Yeah, but yeah, wrong. You're right. I mean, yeah, I'm colonized and I'm a fucking asshole, right? I mean, my ancestors were live on stolen land built by stolen people. So we really are kind of a piece of shit. This country is a piece of shit. It's like embarrassing. Like, we don't do anything for ourselves. We just make other people do it. And then we try to like take we spent like 400 years just doing everything by slave labor, and then pretending like look what we built up like, No, we didn't build any of this. We get money, like who had money, we stole people and then have them create the goods to sell and trade to get the money. So was everybody rich in United States at first or like, started with different castes like white people came over and would be like indentured servants. And then they would work for seven years until they had their freedom to pay off their debt to come over. Yeah. But then they realized, well, wait a second. If we do Just create these different categories of people and say, well black people are savages. We can bring them in from Africa, steal them from their homeland, bring them over here as slaves and and we'll call we can get the labor for free Indians. That's not proper. So is that problematic now? natives natives? Yeah. And Americans. Yeah, well, we, yeah, genocide. So they're like Andrew Jackson. I'm reading this book called caste. I just a little detail from it. Andrew Jackson are one of our presidents on the $20 bill. He wrote around on a horse made with bridles from native skin. Like they would kill and skin the native people and use their skin as like leather goods. Yes, that's so that was one of our presidents. That's fantastic. But on top of having presidents were who had slaves, we also had presidents who did that. So I mean, this whole history is not great. So at what point then in 2020, do you walk down the street and get called a slur that's for a white person and then Go companions were lane they write an email Excuse me. Oh, God, guys, we need to be really careful about what we're saying to white people. We don't call white people pilgrims here. The Pilgrims has got to go. We've got to stop saying the P word. Your PP is showing your PP is showing like, I mean really? I really had to just say that like, just take that and put that in your pipe and smoke it bitch. So yeah, I just wanted to say that real quick, but you have other news stories. All right. So this is our next news story, which is just insane. David Blaine. Haven't heard him in a while. Yeah, I honestly thought he was retired. I thought he drowned himself by locking himself in chains and throwing himself into an ocean. I don't know him right underwater for like, he flew over an Arizona desert holding on to helium balloons. Yeah. And then all the way like it's literally the up movie. He went to 29,000 feet. He had a mask on. He had a mask on like an oxygen mask. And then Oh, yeah. And then they all popped I think or something and then parachuted back down. I mean, that's terrifying. Yeah, to think that you're just floating up into there and you're and I know he was locked in they make it look like he's holding on but there's no way he's holding on you know what I mean? Definitely locked in. It's right onto that crotch like he's got a he's like writing something out. Oh, he's right. It was wild and he had his daughter there. I'm like, this is weird. Remember when he used to get like locked up in the number he was in like the box in the middle of New York City? Uh huh. That's actually pretty cool. Maybe that's our that's our next marketing scheme. Have you heard it in there? I'd love to watch you live in a box. It have to be a big box honey. They would never be like this is either refrigerator box. Get the Oh, I love the boxes as kids we talked about this number you have the curtain designer honey. So what was the point of the balloons just No, I do it. He said he wanted to be one with the universe. Okay, why don't you donate some of that money you did for the balloons to the crisis that's happening right now. Let's Oh, wow. Yeah, you're going there? Yep, I am. You fully went fully going fully there. You know, we just we got to say fuck it. We have to bring it up. I mean, we have to I mean pre show meeting. I was like fuck no, but now readiness hitting so let's just fucking go for it. Trump. God damn it. He's never gonna I can't wait until January What? 21st like we've got it. I like we got to get the fuck by Dan. by dawn by dawn. Wait, is that a thing? Yeah, there's signs that say by dawn and it's like being like, oh my god another shirt so well first of all story in the same vein, he he hates the military. I don't know why anyone is like he supports the military. No, he doesn't talk shit every he first of all called john mccain. He thought he liked people who weren't captured right he didn't like john mccain. He wasn't a hero cuz he was captured wasn't a hero. He didn't want the flags flown at half mast when he died when john mccain died, because he said he was a loser. And now we've heard that he looks at people who have died while serving as losers and suckers. Yeah. And so he I think he was in France and he could have he was supposed to go to a cemetery to honor the war dead. The people who died there and World War One and he asks like, first of all, who was even who was on the good side in this war, no idea. He has no idea of history. He's not even interested. He's surrounded by people who could tell him right. But he doesn't ask those questions. He's just dismisses it all. Oh, history is nothing. So he doesn't like people who died while serving. He thinks they're losers and suckers. So interesting. But then, what else? Are we here? Well, I heard about this whole voting thing in North Carolina. He was at a speech in North Carolina and said go ahead and send in your ballots but also go show up and try to vote twice. Hmm. Sounds like voting felon. Yeah, I mean, like, that's like, yep. I think it's a felony. We have black people going to jail for this for accidentally, for not realizing that they couldn't vote after they were convicted of a felony. Right. There's a black woman in jail for five years for this right now. What Yes. Oh, did in 2016 not realizing that she was ineligible and now she's in jail. And she should have said she voted for Trump. Oh, they can see your vote. They can see voted. But that okay. Taking a look at your ballot. I didn't know that that's interesting, because I could judge you and kill you. Right? Exactly. Yeah. But I just think it's funny that he thinks 3 million votes that he lost to Hillary by we're all fraudulent votes, 3 million people he thinks, voted illegally you lost dude. And you longer vote period period, and you're about to lose again. But the Android college bullshit, I can't Yeah, I'm scared. It's gonna happen again. I don't Well, I have more hope this year. I did too. Because Joe, even though he's a white man, like I have a lot more hope. That's not sad that I have to say that. But like, I think I think the fact that she was a woman in 2016, who the media taught us to hate for 20 years. You know, I don't know why. I just don't like her. I don't know, thousand emails. Were those that let's ask the Russians. And then here we are today. It's like, Oh my god, like this is that was the beginning. Yeah, she warned us so. So yeah, so he's basically telling people to go vote twice commit a felony. Amen. He said he lost because of voting fraud. Right? And now he's telling people to commit voting fraud. He also did his fucking rnc and on the on Yep, that's it. Yep, that's breaking the law. See this is we're gonna get on this. Yes, we're gonna have an episode on democracy cuz I really do want to talk about that. We'll go to that to another day. But yeah, this is a problem. And we'll tell you why in the future. However, we just needed to get those news. We got it all sorry. I mean, sorry. Trump is such a fucking asshole. I'm sorry. And I'm sorry. People from the suburbs. I'm not. I don't think the people from the suburbs like it either. That's the thing. Well, there. He's trying to pin. He's so self absorbed in such a fucking asshole. I can't do it. I just really can't. That's our time. That's the news. And that's the do. Today's episode is what by you. That's right. We had feared trust God, democracy which democracy? I'm surprised I'm surprised. Yeah, especially since it's crashing and burning here in this country. I totally thought people people are probably sick of it. You're like democracy. What was that? What was? I don't remember, but also you voted on God. So So, God God the God I want a god. Oh, and I just yeah, how deep Are you getting getting deep? I'm in a good space. I'm one with the Lord. Ah, so God What do you think about like I'm gonna ask you point blank Do you believe in God? Why or why not? And I'll answer the same question or I can answer at first though you answer first. Fuck that. Oh, getting spicy over there. Always. You'll be like, yeah, yeah, like what you said, I want you Yeah, I agree with you. I used to and I grew up like fully believing like reading the Bible praying. multiple times a day, as we've already said, eighth grade most likely become a priest all of this nonsense like incense, incense, I, and I fully tried to believe in like fit myself into the structure of Catholicism and be like, Okay, so we're not like a problem but we're problematic when we act on our instincts and who we are and all that. And then I just like slowly realized after meeting other people who were like Hindu and some Buddhists and talking with them and I'm like, Wait a second, there's a lot of other people who don't believe in this God and are seem to be good people and doing fine. And then you start to read about history and all the thousands of different gods that there have been throughout time and I just feel like As humans, we have this deep need to feel connected to something bigger than ourselves. And so we create God and we make a god up whatever that God is that you want to believe in whatever religious system you want to believe in humans have created it and I'm just gonna interject really quick. I think they're doing really great. Yeah, so this is like the denial of death book that I read and it's fucked me up like for really has because so with you, but it's true. I mean people basically are so afraid to die that they want to live eternally. That's why most religions is like, oh, if you believe in heaven, you're gonna live like an ancient Egypt. They were like, Okay, you got to mummify the body and then bury every every person with this person. Put them with get their goods, get them some food. That's how they get to the afterlife. And we were literally every religious system is the same thing. It's like creating this system where I continue on, right? No, there's no religion where it's like and then you die. And then that's it, right? There's no end. There's never a religion that's like, well, you're either like you doesn't want like Earth, reincarnation or eternally in heaven. It's all it's literally every religion. No one wants to just die and be done. No one wants that. It seems like no. And so it might be fine with that but no one else is like I don't know if I'm okay with it that's the problem is like why I don't want it to be over but when that's not a death episode no one wants it to be over but so God so take away religion so which God because there have been thousands and thousands of Gods throughout history correct. So do you believe in God Maul? What is the term God you though is that like somebody who created you? Is that just somebody who showed up? Like, I mean, well, I think in the West, like right now capital G God is like this Judeo Christian God and I sent it not even just Judeo Christian because Allah is also right, the same, that same God so like there's these Abrahamic religions which we have coming down from Abraham, we have Islam, Judaism, Christianity, they're all the same yet whatever God That is right. But when you go back through history, there have been literally thousands of gods and so but do you ever think that we all are connected? Maybe we all pray to a God that we think is a God but really, it's all one God? I think that's kind of what Sikhs believe it is like There's just one God and no matter how you got there, no matter how you're getting there it's still got that's what makes it so fun. I don't think so though I think everyone has very specific gods and people go to war over there what their God is and what your God isn't and how you're believing in the wrong God and you're you're praying to the wrong God and my God's the right God. So I don't really think we're praying to the same one all the time. Maybe not. I mean, I know a lot of Christians who don't believe that Muslims are praying to the same God as them see, I do what's weird. I know so many Christians who are like, that is not the same God, our gods better our gods, right god, it's like, okay, God, we realize you're just like making shit up and then getting mad at the human race. So leaving in your make believe that's we really are about I mean, we're really dumb. You're really not really worth me fighting over like a made up system where it's like, well, this is my beliefs. And it's based on this book that is 6000 years old, even though humans have been around for like 100,000 years but my book from it's like, Whoa, Okay, it's really fucked when you really think about it like God for me like I believe in. I don't believe in God. Yeah, but what does it mean? If you believe in God, that's I believe in God, I believe in your spirit. I know. I believe in like, I actually really believe in the universe more lately. I know I like doing the chakra and the whole fuck. Your third eyes wide open, but I'd feel more in tune with an energy. You were like, I feel like I'm like we're energy that there's a lot of different theories. I just don't think there's one because here's what I get stuck on reading. Okay, where did God come from? We invented him. That's what I'm saying. So if he's real, Where did he come from? Yeah, he showed up, right? No, he's always existed. But we're like always, he just showed up and said, Well, let me make this earth that rotates around the sun. I mean, like, Don't you think it's funny that like the God, the Judeo Christian Muslim God that we're supposed to believe in like 6000 years ago, before the Bible before some of the books of the Bible were written? Did people human beings who were literally walking this place Because we found their bones and we can date them. We know they were here. Did they know about this God? Like Why didn't God reveal himself to them? Right? Why are God showed up since right? Oh, he's coming back. Well, all these miracles, enable all these miracles happen all the time and analysis. There's nothing happening here like we've seen thousand years since Jesus waiting for him to come back and every every few years a pastor says he's coming back and I realized, Oh, the Mayans predicted the end of the world. Here it comes because the sun passed in front of the moon and the moon. I'm like, when is it going to happen? I'm ready and waiting. Like I'm ready. Here is the end of the world coming. Oh, it's next year. Oh, it's been delayed. Okay, got it delayed. They literally like why looked in the Bible. And I added up all these numbers, and this is the date Oh, it's ridiculous. It's like so but you did this two years ago and it was wrong. And you're wrong again? Well, we were on the different calendar. We really think. Wrong. Oh, we just subtract 200 years. And here's the thing. I'm not shitting on people who believe in God either, like let's get on it. So no, I really want these charlatans. The promise I really did believe in God and I still feel like I do I want holding on to hope but I'm also very skeptical I don't give you a nice structure like a nice mental structure right like I would love to go meet God and I'm trying to take like Christianity and all that out of it. I'm just looking at like God, but that is what is God Who the fuck is that? No offense God if you hear me you don't I mean, like Who is he? Like there's a story behind us there isn't a here that is sure them or is it that them? Or is it like a million of them? Or is it a pro computer program, or just a computer program running all of this really fun to think about this way this category that people pick those like, I don't know, like this really starts getting my anxiety going? Because again, this goes all back to the fact that you really have to just think about why you don't want to die. It's because you don't want to die. And this is why people are so stuck on having to have a god to go to true. And that's been another episode of she's not doing well. I'm back. No, it's not over. It's not but when it is is it all the way over? I don't No God is made up that's your that's your Do you we minted God so like I look back through time we have found little tiny like Goddess statues buried in like Siberia in parts of northern Europe where people were just carving little idols like the ideal person. And that how we are humans we're programmed to do is just leave literally make we make statues whether it's Mary or Jesus on the cross, or statue of Zeus or a statue of like a female figure from 12,000 years ago, or a Neanderthal carving something like we all just we always just create something to believe in bigger than us because we can't seem to just exist as human beings. We're the only mammal that our animal or I don't know, male animal. Yeah, is aware of our own death. Other animals aren't that mean? They have instincts they're instinctual to like run when something happens. I wonder if some animals know they don't like a elephant seemed to mourn. I mean they when they see they're dead. They stand with the body for days and will like not eat or drink and just I think they're aware of it but they're they're not it's not a fixed it's not a fixation of theirs they're not like well, one day I'm gonna die they just live every day and then they know that death is their baby but they're not here's like an interesting final here's an interesting thing that would a human being placed on an island that had enough food enough fresh water for to drink, be aware of its own death, if you were just placed on an island had no contact with any other human you were just living your life. You're like, I'm gonna eat I'm gonna drink I'm gonna go to the bathroom. I'm gonna go swimming everyone's my glasses might not you go to sleep and then you don't wake up right? And you were not aware at all? Did you live a better life? Maybe you're not afraid all the time, right? Because I feel and I'm going back to the Catholicism but like, I feel like when you said, I'm gonna say there's no God, but you kind of have like a slight hesitation. Slightly like, like, Ooh, I'm gonna say something shocking because it gets that you're because people get offended by it. So I'm like, great. Um, No. How dare you take? Well, I'm gonna play the other one I think. I think I don't play the other side though I do think there's god. Oh, let us broke in The mystery of faith. Christ has that wine mystery of faith. Yes. So basically the whole thing is you're supposed to have faith in something that you can't see, hear feel taste touch, like when you're talking about the carvings and like caves and stuff like that. And like thinking about idols and all that it's art really means and statues to create horrifying to pray to. And yeah, it's horrifying, because then you look at what's happening in 2020. With the current situation like, well, they're taking God out of everything. It's like, what and again, I feel like you should have the ability to believe in a God if you want to emulate a god. Just because you say there's not God doesn't mean there's not God. You don't mean just because you say there is God doesn't mean there is God. It's sort of one of those things where you have to sort of sort it for yourself. It's one of those meetup things where you're not really going to be To offer me any proof, but you can offer me proof of other gods. That's what freaks me on when you were saying that. That's why I feel like hey, I think I mean not to go back to me you think that these all these other this is what I saw I was raised Christian. So I grew up and I was like there's one God but apparently it's like three different people and one of them came to earth and then got killed, but that they didn't really kill God. Jesus Yeah, like I mean, it doesn't really make a lot of sense. But anyways, I grew up like with that whole belief system, and I just remember like, looking around the world and going okay, but like, Hindus have thousands of gods. And then what aren't these good people as well and like, why is their belief system like that much worse? Like, why is that all wrong when they are getting meaning out of their belief system and they're doing well in their lives and they're nice people. Good people are a billion different Hindus wrong. Like I remember my mom being like, I don't know how you could believe in thousands of gods. My mom said that once. And I was like, well, don't you think that all of those Hindus look at Christians and go like, I don't know how you could only believe in one? Like you're an idiot. You're believers. All these gods here. Yeah, there's plenty of gods. Well, Mormons think they are gods, right? Or someone else. They think I died a comma God and their own Atlanta. fucking weird. It is, and it is fully but this is shows how dumb humans are. I'm sorry. Like, it's just I'm not trying to be rude. But it's like, we're really dumb. And we're really denying and I hate the show's going because I want to be like a happy conversation sort of like now you wanted us to be like, Let's hold hands. khumba Yeah, we're gonna pray to God and figure out who God is. Which I think and then we're like, there is no God. You're like, I'm just gonna say there is no God. I'm like, oops. And they're like, sorry, I'm like, Listen, I just really fully believe that we have made up God and that's fine. Like, like I said, it's fine. When It doesn't harm someone else. It's not fine when you define your whole experience by like, I have this belief. And people who don't have this belief are evil and wrong. I don't look around at believers and go like, I think you're stupid for believing in God, I just think you have found a way to fill that need in you to be connected to something more than yourself. But also, I feel like it's when I'm asked like your fault and the way that like, yes, for example, like people who go to a or like, have struggles and they like, well, I found God. It's like their way of like, safety like, well, I'm a good person because I've gotten out or like, I've been saved, and then your whole life change just like, or maybe you just made a decision to change your life. Yeah, maybe you weren't saved. Maybe you just mentally went when a guy I'm not gonna do this shit anymore. But then Meanwhile, these are the same people that then say, you need to be saying Mexicans can't come over the border. Yeah, and the same people that say homosexuals like we just had a study released like the more more you are white Christian. The more racist you are, the more likely those quote again when we went back to the very beginning we were talking about like the Indians and the pilgrims and this is all almost goes full circle though because we have destroyed the whole world as white European people yeah, relax go laterally we came to a continent called everyone savage and said where they're going to kill you or you're converting. And even if you convert, we are still going to say that you are less than and we're going to lie that to how many different continents the whole world we went around the Europe went around the whole world, colonizing and trying to convert everyone because only Christianity was the right religion. So it's like, I just don't have this lovey dovey feeling about Christianity because it it led to genocide. And it was used as a tool of oppression. So that's how I look when I look at it. I'm not like, Oh, well, religion hasn't caused any harm religion. Oh, God apart horrible. only reason why we fight. Yeah, a big reason. Think about it. No religion there'd be no like hatred for like homosexuals for example. Oh god that's just based on really yeah that's all religious there's no other reason for it it's all religious well, then it Leviticus 45 or whatever I don't even know 45 that's the President's isn't it? The number Yeah. Scary. Wow. Yeah, I just had a moment like, God scary. It's scary. I feel like I because deep down I want to believe so bad. I think this is my inner conflict is that you like that's why I have anxiety. This is exactly why I struggle daily thing about more my mortality daily because I want to believe so bad. But I also am sorry, no, no, right. But I know that more than likely, this being that just showed up and decided to make us is not here. I mean, it's just it's a big topic. It's too big to talk about almost in a way like, it's like, you know, but it's not because we have to Because then think about the universe and think about space and science and you know you throw all these other things in here it's just it's my release bothering me why cuz I want them to be gone I just want an answer no I actually I want to be God period answer Yeah, yeah like I'm really hoping I'm rolling which God It doesn't matter it's gonna take her apparently you want Hercules just take care of me when I'm dead. Diana Hades like which God do you want? Like I think Saturn Jupiter, you want Yahweh Do you want Jesus? Do you want Vishnu? Jesus? Judah, Son of God, he's the only way to God. That's what you've been told. Yeah, but if you were born in India, you would believe in a bunch of other gods Krishna. She would have Krishna is God there are people who think that maybe it's all just the same but right I do think it is if there is a God that people do not think they're the same. Or what if we're the fucking wrong ones and there's millions of gods are looking at us going like you dumb ass. Wait till you die. You're never gonna get even Believe it you're gonna die and become a rat. Oh boy. I'll be a fucking rat. I better come back as a goddamn burden. You're more like a guinea pig but wow, it's like some thick but you don't want to be a rat. You want to be a guinea pig. They're cute. They like nibble. They do die. And then people in Peru eat them. So you can be eaten by a proven don't people stick with their assholes to hamsters. That's hamster. Dribble, dribble to put in that hole and start nonlin Yeah, that's how you get a bowel perforation next. No, it just sucks. It just saw I'm over. Oh, fuck, I just it's pissing me off. Why guys? God is just it's not like really factual. It's not Yeah, that's what I've been saying. It's made up we have created God but I don't want to believe that. Well, you can be in denial. You can just be in denial of God and not River river in Egypt that's a good joke. Okay so do we get what we needed to out of God? oh wait no I was gonna read something about God Wait I was gonna say something in the weeds I mean this says here who are what is God no one can fully understand who or what God is so they make it like yeah they may not suppose saying oh it's a mystery it's like okay God is the Sustainer of all life so you want to continue living for by him all things were created in heaven and earth visible and invisible whether thrones This is of course Christianity is gone right this is not God this is just Christians god this is like and they have like feed the children on the side like I just can't I don't know it's insane is like Christians think they have a monopoly on God but there's a million gods and we've all made up all of them. But your your your hard set. You are hard set unless I get better evidence that there's definitely like only this God and this is the God but what if like, okay, so you're shutting the door out for all Gods though or just one God, or you shutting all the whole fucking thing down. I feel like the entire world system. So everyone is made up. Yeah. It's really fun. You can look back through history and tell me like, well, all the Greeks were wrong for believing in their gods and all the Romans regard for believing in their gods and all the Hindus are God for believing in their gods, but my Christian God is the one and there's only one and that's it. Why? It's very big, all the other people are just lying and wrong, and they've completely wrong. What if we're all just wrong? We've made up a billion different gods throughout history, it's all wrong to feel better about Connect, maybe it's like, maybe it's like the like world Earth's natural way of keeping us underpopulated. So we start wars over religion, but I just don't know how you can believe in a God that is almighty or and or love me too, out of his own flash or whatever, but then call homosexual psychos are whatever because like, right if he's made a made everything, he made everything out of his image so he made me gay. So is he wrong? Are you saying God's made me wrong? So are you questioning God which means God? God made a mistake. He's making a fucking mistake. He does Lady Gaga said God make makes no mistakes is that I don't know. I'm not one song. God makes no wait. Born This Way. We'll play that. Yeah, I think she does. Honey. She's a queen. She is a queen. He really is doing she's Queen, right? Not very, we're gonna me tsunami. I kinda want that as a tattoo random a tsunami. Okay, one last thing. Okay. Do you think so speaking of Gaga, do you think she's like, no, but like, seriously, think about like, if she could be a god. Let's just say an asteroid hits us right now. Well done the asteroid like something that causes a lot of us to die with some of us stay alone like all of us, like, a lot of us like let's see the whole world except for like New York City was taken out. Okay. Let's just pretend. Okay. And are we outside of New York City yet? Like we're probably gone? Well, but it was a good run. There's a huge Lady Gaga concert that was going on during that. Okay. Okay. So the only people that didn't die are the Gaga concert. Oh, okay. Oh, this is in New York City. Right. So Square Garden got a concert. So now let's fast forward 10,000 years. Oh, no. And you look back in history, and you see what happened. But you see that this? So this Kaka had this whole following at this show. She saved them. She saved the earth. And she then do is that story would be like, we were at the Gaga concert. And that's how we were saying we were saved because God, we're at the Gaga concert. And then the next generations like yeah, that Gaga, the Gaga, the Gaga and then it keeps going on and on. And then it gets to a point where it's 2020 and or whatever fucking year you're in, and 4040 and you're like, holy shit fighting over Gaga or goo goo, or you know what I mean? Like it's like Gaga or your piano and we know Gaga is gonna win bitch. Yeah, take that pony and go to hell. I wish she would take that fucking pony out Is that weird? Like I can't stand it like no one really like pony out of your fucking head. It's it's a little too high. You're too high Wilder is your child. You're a child. There's a fucking child. But I mean think about that theory though. Like that's kind of you want God gotta be God. No, God, God, God, God, Lady Gaga, Lady Gaga. Well, that'd be great. Honey, I could pray to her. But that's what I'm saying. Like I mean, that could have happened bless me with your tsunami. Bring it on me tsunami. As I was born this way. Give me or show me your poker face. Alejandro Alejandro pray for me pray for me in this bad romance. little monsters a little pray for the little monsters she could be my God. Honestly if I had to make up a god I would pick lady thinking about how awesome Lady Gaga at MLM is that we're gonna say, No, that's lady a now Oh, which they got sued. A black woman's name was lady a and they tried to claim it was hers and no, there's no it's hers. Her her she her hers. But yeah, I mean think about that whole situation. God, honey, God, maybe God so you want God to be God? No, but I'm just saying that's how people and humanitary but that's how human history has continued to bring an idol because somebody is doing something that everybody likes. Period cracked the code cracked it cracker, cracked in half crack colonizer pioneer pilgrim. pilgrim. You're such a pilgrim right now. I feel very pilgrimage like I feel very Mayflower I feel like you have a little hat on and you're like, ready to ready to chop some wood but then we're like, tobacco plants That's hot. I'm smart, and said I grew tobacco and that we stole Yeah, well, I think from Africa we still tobacco or something or no South somewhere. We've got tobacco growing here and that's how our whole country formed. a bitch. up. What do you think your God look it up bitch What do you think your God your God, you know everything, bitch I mean, I think we're all our own Gods well i mean maybe we are maybe we can use maybe we should worship ourselves and idea yeah How about give yourself a little self love and also just be a good person and by that I mean it means don't kill don't hurt don't steal don't judge by and others what you'd have done to you period that's the fucking law that's cago law Do unto others as you want to be treated Do unto others as you want to be treated. While you're doing really good at this I can't think of it. All right. Oh, Jim's done. I have text Well now that I mean now that it's pretty clear that without you, we are nothing. Sorry, we are all thinking it Jade said Jade said it. I was thinking Well, hopefully your discussion of God has gotten more clear or you hate us now because we don't believe in God. I'm on the fence. So don't count me out. But Jim, he's done. Ready for I'll pray for you. Prayers aren't Transcribed by https://otter.ai